The non escape road
I wanted to write something everybody thinks aboutwhen they're extremely lost. Lost about life, about love. Lost about choice, about all those voices who remind them how pathetic they are. Enjoy the text!!
Mar 4, 2026 · 2 min read
Apparently, this time it was the last time. I knew I was making the wrong decision, and yet I still chose this path. But oh well... In the end, it doesn't matter whether I make it or not. Honestly, nobody's waiting for me at the end. They all say they care about you, but how many see the pain you hide behind every gesture? I always told myself that their happiness strengthened me, but now that it's shattered, my heart can no longer keep up with my dark desires.
I find myself on this path where neither the beginning nor even the end can guarantee me a better future. Has it ever happened to you that you feel overwhelmed by so many thoughts that even your own thoughts make you doubt the future, and even your own existence? It's like reading a melancholic text. Each word is a stab, each sentence a flow of bloody tears. Is life always made of misfortune and sadness? I've always been told to dream big and fight to achieve them, but what's the point of holding back when I can easily let myself fall into the void, effortlessly, painlessly, and without a care for tomorrow?
I won't cry out for help; who would hear me? No matter how much I complain, we all have our share of hardship. And even if they could hear or see me... I see them all waiting for me to do something to get out of this mess so they can once again enjoy my kindness and sincerity. I am solely responsible for this situation. It's my fault they all want to use me for their own gain.
But anyway. It's all over: No more me, no more them, no more us. Now, only the darkness within me accepts me. Even though it's dangerous, I choose to sink even deeper because the difference between them and this darkness never existed.
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